There's a high chance that she will read this; to be honest though, I don't mind. I'm going to put everything I can muster into this. It's very rare that I fall for someone. The last time I felt like this was in September, so that's quite some time ago. I feel like I'm back in grade school again. The crush, the butterflies, what kind of 22 year old man still feels like this. Yeah sure, "men" don't feel such things. They're suppose to fit into this cookie cutter role as a cold hard-ass who is always a bad-ass and a jackass all while getting all the ladies.
Honestly, I don't care if she thinks I'm too sensitive, too timid, or whatever negative attributes that I associate with myself. I feel as though if I'm serious about this relationship, I shouldn't have to fake anything just to impress a woman. Once I finally get her, what then? I can't put up that kind of front for the rest of my life. If I'm going to get into a serious relationship, she should accept me for who I genuinely am. There is only one person whom I can act freely around without the fear of being judged and rejected. I feel as though my significant other should also be included in that oh so small circle.
It took a lot to ask you out. It took almost everything to kiss you. The rest that lies ahead will take more than I can possibly imagine. Woman like you come few and far in between. I would be a fool to not give this effort.
With that said, if you feel the same as I do, then lets do our best.
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